The HPC cluster as a reflection of values

Yesterday while I was cooking dinner, I happened to re-watch Bryan Cantrill’s talk on “Platform as a Reflection of Values“. (I watch a lot tech talks while cooking or baking — I often have trouble focusing on a video unless I’m doing something with my hands, but if I know a recipe well I can often make it on autopilot.)

If you haven’t watched this talk before, I encourage checking it out. Cantrill gave it in part to talk about why the node.js community and Joyent didn’t work well together, but I thought he had some good insights into how values get built into a technical artifact itself, as well as how the community around those artifacts will prioritize certain values.

While I was watching the talk (and chopping some vegetables), I started thinking about what values are most important in the “HPC cluster platform”.

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The Practicing Stoic, by Ward Farnsworth

Over the years I’ve read a number of different books on stoic philosophy, including some of the “modern Stoic influencers” like Ryan Holiday as well as a few translations of older philosophers like Marcus Aurelius. While I’d hardly call myself a follower of the philosophy, I do think it includes some helpful ideas, and it’s occasionally been a useful lens for dealing with some problem I’ve been dealing with.

I struggled with both sets of writing, however, for different reasons. The modern writers often made me roll my eyes, often clearly pitching at entrepreneurs and CEOs, and billing an ancient philosophy as a life hack. The work of the ancients, I found more interesting, but difficult to contextualize and navigate.

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first dog walk of 2024

Benny the golden doodle enjoying his time at the park
Just a strange old dude with a beard at the other end of the dog leash

Some personal themes for 2023

Good riddance, 2022

This started out as me trying to write a “year in review” post, but to be honest I don’t have it in me. 2022 was a pretty difficult year for me, and I don’t terribly want to relive any part of it. Various family health issues loom large in that, but a ton of things went wrong.

Instead of looking back at all that, I want to spend some time thinking about how I want the New Year to go. Not in the form of specific goals, though I certainly have those (e.g., I’d love to get in more practice time at curling, and get a better grasp of programming in Rust). But this post is about some general themes I want to try and keep in mind moving forward.

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Adam’s weekly update, 2022-12-04

What’s new

This week was really intense from a work perspective. Not “bad intense”, but the kind of week where every day was spent with such a level of focus, that at 5 PM or so I found myself staring off into space and forgetting words. I think I got some good things accomplished, but my brain also felt like mush by the time the weekend came.

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